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i appreciate the sun this morning. the fog has finally lifted, both literally and emotionally. i awoke with clean eyes and a renewed sense of soul. see, there's this thing. and i don't have the bravery, or strength, or will to write about it for now because it's too fresh and painful, but it's something i desparatley needed clean eyes for. my being longed for the renewed sense of soul that the sun gifted me with this morning, and as i sit here with my very hot coffee and two bickering little blondes in the other room, i am just appreciating this new day and everything that comes with it. dear God, just don't let the clouds come back, just for this day.